Some days in my life are so worth remembering and some days make me proud. These moments are my success and rest all is just plain incidentals. Here I have three freshers, and sort of tried to guide them. And all three of them, are doing excellent. Getting good reviews, being great at work, and all that. When I interviewed them, I just wanted to see how they would approach at a given problem. And all three carry a very high potential for problem solving, and they make me proud. I know talent, I can hone and harness that talent, and they guys I mentor are one of the best in this universe and that makes me. This defined me, and this will define me. Give me raw talent, and I will make diamonds out of them. But there is a disclaimer, if someone has no potential to begin with, I cannot do anything. Just plain simple underlying non humanitarian fact of this universe.
He is being so kind to me. I have the privilege of solving some of his issues, the privilege of seeing him, the privilege of talking to him. The privilege of being next to him. I do not know, but these moments are what I want. And future is bleak for me. Some indefinite tomorrow, they will chuck me out. The marginal returns are falling. And all the games that we play, accumulated huge amounts of frustrations, and it is just a matter of underhand ball, when I will be bowled out. Clean. Then life for me is darkness. I would not be able to see him. I would not be able to talk to him, and most definitely, I could not even get close to him. All I would be left is these memories, the mementos of my talent and my love. A heartbreak, a mycordial infraction and codeine dreams.
A hope, the love, the faith and those dreams, live on forever. I would not.